| 摘要: | 無論社會對同志的接受度多高，向原生家庭現身永遠是同志族群最困難的課題。當同性戀發生在自己的孩子身上，不管原先多麼開明的父母，都可能會回以激烈的反應。而同志也可能因為害怕家人不諒解自己，而裹足不前，遲遲不敢在家中現身。然出櫃雖是冒著引發家庭風暴的風險，卻從此不必再隱瞞性傾向；不出櫃雖能維持和平的假象，卻將懷抱著秘密壓抑自身的情慾。於是同志總為了「該不該現身」、「何時該現身」、「如何現身」等問題歷盡煎熬。一旦現身，卻又是另一場親子間的拉扯與矛盾。同志文學在九○年代進入了繁盛的發展階段，而家庭場域在同志小說中的頻頻出現，不僅顯示家庭對同志的影響力，亦表現出同志對家人的牽掛。本論文聚焦於九○年代同志小說中，觀察不同年代家庭場域的形象演變，並探討同志在現身前後的家庭處境及心路歷程。最後以同志文學在九○年代的書寫變革以及新發展的局面作結。
關鍵詞：同志、家人、出櫃
No matter how the society change after such a long time, it is always very hard for the homosexual to come out to their family. Parents who might be open-minded usually turn out to be overreacted when it comes to this sensitive issue; on the other hand, being afraid of misunderstanding might cause the homosexual choose to keep their silence. It is a plight need to weigh why the homosexual should or should not make it public if there might be a potential family storm waiting for them. And if, finally, the answer is certain, then comes to the second page: “when” and “how” to say out loud? Literature of homosexuality was all the rage in the 90s, and a lot of plots surrounding with family social space reveal a strong influence of the other family members on the homosexual and the care of the homosexual to their family. The article focus on the 90s’ novel to find out the struggle of the homosexual have, discuss the changing image of family social space in different age and compare the situation in family before and after their coming out. Finally, the article concludes with the change in the 90s writing direction and the new development of homosexuality in literature.
Key Words: Homosexual, Family, Coming Out |
